Reflection

At this very moment I am stressing out about this whole San Jose State problem that I have been trying to figure out for the past two three weeks. -____-

why is it stressing me out?? Because San Jose State was my back up plan, and if i don't get into the school that was my back up I have no idea what I am going to do.

At  this moment I guess all I can do to alleviate all this stress is talk to Ms. Villagomez so she can help me through this. Honestly if it weren't for her I would be completely lost. Other than this I don't know what else i could do...

In the next month I am most definitely looking forward to Winter formal! I mean who wouldn't be. lol. Ummm I don't really have anything else going on this month so I have no idea what the second thing I am looking forward to.

In the college process right no I am still trying to get my application from not being dropped due to my SAT scores not being sent. 

feeling like giving up!

UGH im starting to get really frustrated. For the past two weeks I have been sending emails, calling colleges, and going to see MS. Villagomez. When everyone tells you your fresman year, make sure shes your friend! they are telling you the truth. If it werent for Ms. Villagomez I would be completely lost, and have no idea where to start... But under all this stress, I feel like im such a burden to everyone especially her. On top of that when i try to tell my mother about everything and update her about what i have to do.. She turns to me and tells me "I don't know what to tell you April you have to do it". Please tell me something i dont know, or actually beeing there and help me deal with all of this crazyness!