As of right now My mom has not talked to me about college one bit. When I bring anything up about the whole situation with San Jose State she just tells me "I don't know what to tell you April", or "You need to figure it out". Which then makes me really mad then i get this huge lecture on "Don't give me attitude" and all that stuff. Its not that im giving you attitude. It's just that i would rather drop the subject before it makes me really mad and i end up saying something i regret later...
Financial wise i finished my fasfa. But in order to do it i had to ask for my moms information which then made her really mad for some odd reason. It's weird, because i remember when my sisters where going through the same process and she had no problem with giving them all her information. I don't understand. My mom is sooo different with me than what she was with my two sisters.
With them she Openly brought up college, and had no problem with helping them out with school, and with me I need to basically beg her to take me shopping for clothes or money for something I need. It just makes me think how is it going to be when I need a little help with paying for books or anything in college. I honestly think I am going to be on my own when I get to college... Hopefully im wrong because i don't know what i would do if that's the case...
